Afraid of Myself (feat. DizzyEight)

FabvL

Compositor: DizzyEight / FabvL

I'm afraid of myself
Don't need your help, don't try to save me
I've been through hell
Cursed blood with nobody here left to tame me
Got these voices in my head
Cross my heart, they want me dead
I'm afraid of myself
Don't need your help, don't try to save me, no

I don't think that I'm meant to be saved
Everybody I knew wound up dead inside a grave
Please don't come around me, in my mind, I'm still a slave
Got nothing to lose, don't try to tell me to behave
I'm to blame

This is cut throat
I don't think a single one of you can cut though
I got people round me that was family that got cut, so
Try to come and find me, I'll make sure that you get cut, don't
Break my trust, no

Time's up, do you see?
My love is decreasing
Enough of the feeling
No luck, I need healing

Looking for the answer, yeah
But my world keeps falling down
This power is a cancer, yeah
No one else can stop me now

I'm afraid of myself
Don't need your help, don't try to save me
I've been through hell
Cursed blood with nobody here left to tame me
Got these voices in my head
Cross my heart, they want me dead
I'm afraid of myself
Don't need your help, don't try to save me, no

Wait
I'm better alone, I'm good at my own
They hitting my line, don't pick up the phone
I'm stuck in my mind, I'm keeping it closed
I cannot deny, I'm losing my soul
You see the signs, I'm losing control
I'm feeling confined by all of the hatred I have in my heart
My pain got a hold

My pain left a hole where my heart used to be
Don't know how I feel? It was harder for me
I battle with things you not able to see
Forgiveness I'm not really able to see
The person you see when you looking at me
Not the same person that I'm able to be
Trapped in the past since I was a lad
Had weight on my back, I never been free

Wait
Back then, man, I really should've died
Revenge, the only thing that's keeping me alive
Betrayed by a brother, guess that's why I'm switching sides
Battling inside emotions what I try to hide, yeah

It's too late, I can't be saved
Who to blame? I can't say
I let the love I had inside me just fade away

I'm afraid of myself
Don't need your help, don't try to save me
I've been through hell
Cursed blood with nobody here left to tame me
Got these voices in my head
Cross my heart, they want me dead
I'm afraid of myself
Don't need your help, don't try to save me, no

I'm afraid of myself
Don't need your help, don't try to save me
I've been through hell
Cursed blood with nobody here left to tame me
Got these voices in my head
Cross my heart, they want me dead
I'm afraid of myself
Don't need your help, don't try to save me, no